I wanna wish a happy bday to a silly Liger i know

Sodders. Happy Bday, you just keep getting younger dont you? haha. Have a good one

When your mom constantly yells at you about the smallest things..

Let me explain, my mom and i ahve constantly been fighting because she thinks i have to move out since im 21. While i do agree i should be out on my own, this is the 2000's and the country is in SHIT. I know people older than me who had to move in with family to get help with bills. PLus, im starting college in a month.

Over the past 2-3 months is the most recent of bitching shes been doing. I bought a BRAND new 32" samsung 1080p hdtv because she complained about her eyesight, and i said, wth, i can get that and enjoysome good highdef. I pay for it, its in my name and on my credit. She has the NERVE to say its staying there when i move and im gonna have to go buy ANOTHER ONE *tires screetch* HOLD ON< im spending 600$ on this so you dont have to and you are making me pay for ANOTHER ONE? HAHAHA see me in court is all i gotta say.

Second, she bitched about cleaning up after myself. My room is id say....maybe 9 by 13? Yeah SMALL. so its clustered and when i obtain more things it gets even more clustered yet she bitches at me likes its the end of the world or if i leave a plate around. Yet she CONSTANTLY leaves dishes upon dishes around my pc, and then yells at me for not doing the dishes. Um, hello, we rotate, thats the deal, i did them last wee, now its your turn, because you wait forever isnt my fault.

I also got her a new Blue-ray player for her bday, 200$!! And payed for both her surgeries on her foot, that send me back about another grand.... I pay all my bills, she pays for the rent, electric, water, etc etc... This is all things she would have to pay for even if i WASNT here.

I think im a pretty damn good son who many parents would kill to have, yet. My mom cant stop finding things to bitch about. She is the most ungrateful woman i know.

Now before you go ranting on me about how she raised me and gave me food and all that other nonsense. I acknowledge that she did it for me, its not easy being a single mother, but i think that shit is too overcooked. Its not an excuse to be a complete asshole to your child and he or she spends what little money they make to make YOUR life happier. Wouldnt you like someone to get you a tv or pay for your foot surgery? yes? thank you ive made my point.

Ever have a time where you think about a time or event you did in the past and it jsut completely relaxes you and gives you a sense of utter bliss?

I had one of those today. For some reason i was thinking of Furcadia, because one of my friends was talking how he met his bf through that. Then i got to thinking how i used to play it and the fun i had on there. As i thought about it i remember my second story apt back in louisiana and how i used to have one of the best views over Lake Pontchartrain and how on a cool clear night i could see the stars. I had my computer facing out the window so i could see the sky. It made me so happy wanting to have the feeling again i had the BEST day at work, NOTHING seemed to bother me.

I miss Louisiana so much, but times like that will always remain in my memory.

Damnit!! good feeling song is good

Over the Rainbow by Isreal Kamikawiwo (atleast thats what limewire tells me it is)(its from 50 first dates)

SO anyone else wanna share anything like that? something that just makes everything seems o much better ? hehe

Love Taru

Heya folks my gamertag is KataruEpicTiger, ADD ME!!!

i only got the silver membership now but soon ill have gold, after i get a game or two, any ideas?

Wow its been forever since i posted here. Meh im bored so ill post something.

I finally got my ass back in school. May 7th i start my classes towards my A.S. in Computer Information Technology (omg im doing what all the other furries doooooo, lawwwwl) Hopefully after that i will be attending UCF for my B.S. in the same field.

Work has been a constant since im going to see my family in louisiana this summer and my social life is near 0.

However, i do wanna send a happy Bday to everyone that i missed over the months. Hope they were amazing bdays.

that is really about it. I am looking foward to megaplex, i think i can make it. Party it up with everyone there. You know i enjoy hanging with peeps.

And thats about it.

Oh i just got a new 360, so after i start school im going to get XBL and some games so we can all kick some ass online!

ill keep ya posted for info about that later

Peace

Man today was the worst day EVER....

my grandmother died a couple days ago. She was 88 and her heart just gave out.

She died peacfully with her friends and family around her. I just sat down at home when my mum called me and told me

It was a shock but i morn differntly, i dont cry or scream "why". I understand Death is a aprt of life and i remember all teh fun and happy times wiht the person who passed.

HOWEVER, with the though of the funeral still lingering over my head and the problems my moms been having of her mother( really step mother, but shes been there like..all her life) passing away...its just getting to her.

Today i worked a double and it was busy, i mean CONSTANTLY busy. and ontop of that i got mymanager bitching at me over the headset to get stuff done when im doing other things, or telling me to stop doing things she ASSUMES im doing....well it finally got to me, i just got mad then teared up infront of a cunstomer, and just left to go and stand in the supply closet for a few min.

My manager came in and asked me why i did what i did, and i snapped at her, just in tears cause i couldnt take all the bs i was getting. she understood...surprisingly shes a corporate kiss ass and normally would fire someone). She sent me and break and i drove around on my motorcycle which mellowed me out. after that i pretty much was better. My manager laid off me and customers slowly stopped coming, so i got a good sigh of relief.

I just hope the rest of the weekend isnt like this.

Bloodwork is back and it says nothing. They couldn't take any urine from her on Monday, so I have to drive her the 45 minutes back again tomorrow (she loathes the car) to hope she'll have some to take. Then the 45 minutes back home. Hope the urinalysis comes back with SOMETHING. Anything would be nice at this point. Just to KNOW anything would be glorious. On our vets suggestion I already made an appointment for 3:15 on Monday with the pet ophthalmologist.

Decided for sure to do the gift certificates this year to help out with this.
Considering doing a roulette/raffle commission to help out with these vet bills, does anyone have any pointers for doing these?

Yesterday afternoon, she flawlessly reached up to claw a scratching post (black against a tan wall), then scurried through the house, jumped over another cat (white/cream against dark brown carpet), turned the corner in the kitchen and smacked into the trashcan (white against cream tile). I told all this to the vet, along with me blocking the light overhead and her looking up at me, and we really think she can see dim shapes/shadows. We'll know more Monday I guess. At least the ophthalmologist is only a few miles away. I just feel so helpless.


For now, she has giant anime eyes.


This is a direct copy and paste from PaintedDog's LJ she really needs your help guys. We all know what love our pets can bring help her with her pet. Beaker is her family as is our pets

Here is her FA Send her a note for information to help

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/painteddog/

Christmas Gift Toy & MySpace Layouts at pYzam.com

Taken with my shitty camera phone but still so sexy

I heard tonight that a good friend of mine(and many others) has passed away. I will not go into details because it is no my place. All i will say is. Give your prayers to those who need it. I.E. His friends family and loved ones. It is not an easy time o any of us who knew him well. All i can say is....

Rukus, i will miss you sooo much. You dont know how much you meant to people around you. You and i had good times. You have my back and i have yours. I know you are up in heaven smiling down on us, but we will be there with ya someday..

Love Kataru



This song came on the radio and i cried driving home. <333 you Rukus.

So this past weekend was flipping fun as all hell. I went to Laphins/Wildwolfs party. That was a time and a half. Stayed upa ll night talking to old friend i hadnt seen in forever, playing rockband, drinking down Mach's Black Cherry Bombs, doing the whole MTS3K thing with horror movies, and suiting getting tons of murr purr hugs.hehe cant wait to do it again.

THEN i was begged to go to elliotts by the infamous Yuchidayena. So i went and that rocked my socks off even more. Most of you all know my position on Elliotts parties. I feel it had been declining in fun times for a while. However, i was shortly relieved to find that it had picked itself up. Carmi built a warehouse (still under construction) where we can dance, drink, play games, and all that jazz all night long. I saw old friends i missed for ever a year, met new ones, and danced with people who probably thought i was crazy. HAHA me crazy? naaaaaah......inorite?

Well i dont have any picture, but if any of you find some of the event or took some of me with people, lemme know <333 also gimme the site for the event cause i lost it <33

Hiya everyone of my watchers on the great site of LIVEJOURNAL *echo echo echo*

I havent been around lately or posting in god knows forever. Just been hella busy working and doing stuff more in personal life instead of always sitting behind the pc. Heh less drama that way. God i hate drama.

Anyway, Just dropping a line saying i am alive, i am going to FC. Hope to see everyone there, gets hugs and pictures and dances. Miss everyone who cares enough to read these *smiles and waves* Off to work!!

one more thing



some good music to listen to while ya miss me

<333 kataru

I found this while looking through my favorites on firefox. It speaks my mind for me. Some apply to people i know. enjoy!

My last uncle on my mothers side died sunday morning at 11:05 am. It just dawned on me at work earlier tonight, where i was crying my eyes out after my mom said she was going to the funeral. He had a tumor that went from his lungs to his head. he died peacefully, but....it takes a hard toll on me seeing my mom in such sadness. I dont expect any of you to care. im just getting this out because its the hardest pain ive felt since katrina.

He wasnt the closest uncle, but i grew up with him. More of the pain comes from my mom being sad and crying a lot. I cant do anything but sit here and type on this pc. I guess this is how i get out my transgressions. *sighs* i wont be back for a while. if ever. so goodbye to all who care to read this.

Im so playing this at a con.
HOO LORD!!! CHOO CHOO!

1. Do you have any tattoos?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
5. Do you dream at night?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Nirvana or Mindless Self Indulgence?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like Country music?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. Do you sing in the shower?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?